Homesick

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Every dreamer knows that it is entirely possible to be homesick for a place you've never been to, perhaps more homesick than for familiar ground. - Judith Thurman


Homesick

Homesick. 
What makes me homesick. 
I am homesick when i am doing the exact same things over and over again, 
day after day, 
week after week, 
month after month. 
I am homesick when my brain and my soul kept in standby mode. 
I am homesick when i stay at one place long enough to make me sick!

I need to go.

Somewhere

Someplace

Sometime

I am sick. 
Sick with routine, sick with pain, sick with boredom-ness

I need to leave
Far enough to see unfamiliar face

Eat unfamiliar food
Hear unfamiliar language
See unfamiliar view
Be in unfamiliar setting. 

I am homesick
For the place i've never been.



N. Hida
Klang, Malaysia

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